The feeling was mixed
When the doctor finally said it
A part of me was happy and the other so sad
I just could not understand it
I was sure this was not what I planned for you
Or what my thoughts for you were
I wanted the best for you
I struggled with myself
Just to arrive at this decision
Though it was hard, I needed to protect you
Protect you from the terrors of life
The bitterness of men
And the power of hunger
I was not empowered enough to shield you
Even if I tried my best
I wanted to give you a home not just a house
A place you find all you would ever want
So don’t blame me entirely for this
It was not my fault
I am only human that need companionship
But fell in the nest of a monster
Who you would have been nothing like
He called and I felt the need to be close
Without knowing his intentions
His grip was fierce in that moment
And the spark in eyes was gone
I cried but he shut me up
My struggle made him stronger
And my weakness gave him strength
Until he had satisfied his loins
Though he was sorry
But I wanted you to mean more
Not my pain or remind me of one
Always know you are a blessing even if you not here
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This is lovely 👏