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A LIFE I LOVED

A LIFE I LOVED

The feeling was mixed

When the doctor finally said it

A part of me was happy and the other so sad

I just could not understand it

I was sure this was not what I planned for you

Or what my thoughts for you were

I wanted the best for you

I struggled with myself

Just to arrive at this decision

Though it was hard, I needed to protect you

Protect you from the terrors of life

The bitterness of men

And the power of hunger

I was not empowered enough to shield you

Even if I tried my best

I wanted to give you a home not just a house

A place you find all you would ever want

So don’t blame me entirely for this

It was not my fault

I am only human that need companionship

But fell in the nest of a monster

Who you would have been nothing like

He called and I felt the need to be close

Without knowing his intentions

His grip was fierce in that moment

And the spark in eyes was gone

I cried but he shut me up

My struggle made him stronger

And my weakness gave him strength

Until he had satisfied his loins

Though he was sorry

But I wanted you to mean more

Not my pain or remind me of one

Always know you are a blessing even if you not here

Reply to “A LIFE I NEVER LIVED” By Dhesert Chequer

FAVOUR WIH

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